I have to learn to let go of the past .

I'm blinded by my own excuses .

I'm trying to find comforting thoughts of false love .

Thank you for everything that you have taught me .
Thank you for making my life way more meaningful than i ever thought it could be .
Thank you for the hopes and the dreams .
Thank you for the stars in my eyes .
Thank you for the love in my heart .
Thank you for the glow in my soul .
Thank you for the life in me .

I actually thought that i could have a good last chat over MSN with you today .

But i doubt so . It's alright man , it's alright (:

I understand it's still hard for us to talk together just like before .

Coz' there's still this wall of awkwardness between us .

Today shall be the last time & day i'll be thinking about how much i was in love with you ,

How blessed and contented i was ,

How stupid i was to be crying and whinning like a prune when we parted ,

How close we were to reconciliation ,

How my hope dashed once again ,

How my heart start to ache till i felt nothing - numb ,

And lastly , how i got over you (:

I suddenly feel so free and light after letting go what i wasn't suppose to be holding on to .

Thanks ! :D