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May 18, 2010, 5/18/2010

I reckon one of the worst feelings in the world ,

Is to love and hate someone at the same time .

It’s like wanting to push them off a cliff but at the same time ,

Pprinting to the bottom to catch them .

It’s like wanting everything but nothing at the same time .

You love the way they smile , the way they tell you that they miss you ,

Or how beautiful you are .

But you hate the fact that the smile will hurt and you will miss all those “I miss yous”.

It’s crazy to love and hate that same person who you want to let go off ,

But at the same time still needing them in your life .

It’s hard to think back to those fond memories and how everything now is a mess .

You just wish they didn’t do what they did ,

Or said what they had said that brought the both of you down this track .

Occasionally , you will get those random moments where you miss them terribly

And then there are the moments where all their faults and mistake hit you

Once again and you realise how much time you’ve wasted on them .

And then you start to cry .

You even told yourself it’s not worth it ,

But you also feel that if it really didn’t matter then you wouldn’t have cared so much

& wasted so much time thinking about it .

Don’t disguise hatred with love .

If it’s hate then let it be .

He probably stabbed your heart so hard you were too numb to even feel the pain .

Love and hate . Two sides of the same coin .

Hey , i got hit by that dumb ball while helping up to run the Mini YOG .

The first shot hit my leg , the second shot hit my leg , the third short hit my arm .

But in conclusion , i had a fun and tiring day .

I've been only sleeping for a few hours these days though having to be in school by 6.45am .

Oh goodness . It is only 8:04pm and my eyelid is feeling heavy .

Yeah , you guys caught my hint .

I'm going to bed now (: