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April 22, 2010, 4/22/2010

I look at him from faraway and something tells me that i've got something to say .

But i dare not talk to him . And i'm sure there are girls who keep flinging themselves to him and I don't know if he'll remain indifferent .. Will he ?

It's hard for me to face the truth that i'm indeed being surrounded by hypocrites .

What's in me for them to take advantage of ?! I seriously don't understand ..

What is wrong being nice ? For me being nice doesn't mean that you peeps can get me to do or help to achieve whatever you guys wants right ?!

Yeah , like you .

Muthafucking materailistic asshole .

(Pardon me for my language today .. I need to let everything out)

Be honored for you have won a paragraph here in my entry .

Now you've got what you want .

Now you're trying to be as nice as i am .

YOU'RE IN THE LIMELIGHT . YOU HAVE ALL THE OTHERS ATTENTION .

BUT YOU'LL DEFINITELY NOT GONNA CATCH ANY OF MY ATTENTION

ANYMORE AFTER I END OFF WITH THIS PARAGRAPH .

May your god bless you , asshole .

I am really devastated today .. But who cares .

Except , thanks to Xinyin for listening to my craps , appreciated (:

Suddenly , i thought . Things have really changed .

And sometimes , strange things .. really happens ..

Just like a few minutes ago when i was really .. Shocked till my jaws-dropped .

Damn , where does the problem lies in ? Me , or you ?

Not just today , it has been awhile .

I often convinced myself that things weren't as bad as what i thought it could be .

But nevermind , i'll have to prepare for the worst and face it one day .

I'll be okay .

当你说‘对不起，对不起’Sorry doesn't mean anything .

我不想去思考，全部都忘掉。

我对你却太好。

我不想放弃. I don't wanna give up ..

I shall only allow my tears to appear for 15minutes .