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May 28, 2009, 5/28/2009

The only thing I want is to be in love with you .
To spend a lifetime just watching your mouth speaking the words that captivate me .

I only want to forget the world .
Forget everything I've ever known .
The only thing I want is to be in love with you .
To watch each day pass by like secondson a clock that never runs .

I want to find myself in you .
To become what I have longed foryou are my inspiration though it seems .
You're much . Too much .
I don't deserve it .

I only want to feel your touch .
The touch of an angel that guides me home when I am lost
And gives me love when I feel that I am hated .

You are my guardian angel .
You are my angel for life perfect in every way .
Don't ever change .

I love you ...

I will always love you . (:

Yeah , i know you guys felt something , readers . Well , i think that's all for today :D

May 26, 2009, 5/26/2009

Hahaha , did that out of boredoom xD

Had CIP today ! Everyone was supposed to fold 30 paper cranes :D
Jonathan & I were challenging each other !
Mr Jason Soh distracted me ! I slowed down .
But managed to catch up with Jonathan .
Next , Mr Joshua Gouw came .
Urgh , i read Mr Jason Soh's lip language & i laughed like some dumb dumb xD
This time round , i failed to catch up ):
People sitting infront could hear me shouting Jonathan's name very loudly !
Then i tried many many ways to slow him down .
EG ; i took away his colour-ed papers & his folded cranes .
This is the first time Jonathan talk so much ! :D
& The good thing is that he is no longer blushing when talking to me !
But when other girls come in , he looks like an apple ! xD
Then we ( Jonathan & I ) helped Vivian to fold her cranes !
Vivian , Jonathan & I helped Jason aftermath .
How helpful can i be ? xD

Had lunch with Binghan , Vivian and the double A couple xD
Then home sweet home :D

Once i reach home , i called my dad !
Me : Daddy ! My comp spoil liao . What is your comp de password huh ?
Daddy : Spoil already huh ? Hack in yourself !
Me : Hahaha , i get in already !
Daddy : *SHCOKED*
I dont know why , it is always so easy to hack into my family member's account & all xD

Sometimes , things just don't go on your way ):

May 24, 2009, 5/24/2009

See that 2nd man in the army uniform ? :D

I'm beside him xD

Throughout the whole of the 1.6km march ,

Jinfeng , who was beside me keep on saying that she wanted to change position with me !
-,-

I think 2Integrity rock because of me :D

Just kidding .

Okay , those are my lovely classmates <3

Let's get united and drive ~~Singh~~ crazy ! :D

Picture taken by MrYong :D

Nayoon's english improved & she came up to me and said THANKS !

Hahaha , she sits beside me in class .

See ? That's the power of RENGIE ! :D

Koei , don't be sad ;D

Take it as a lesson learnt and never to commit this mistake again !

Koei , ni ke yi de lah ! :D

RENGIE & friends @ work ! :D

CCR2 was super cool yesterday :D

Did the 1.6km city march practice !

Well , the actual distance for city march is 3.2km !

Oh , watch NDP09 ! This year's show is not like the previous ones .

You'll get to see a bomb exploading at the 2nd chapter :D

& the NAVAL DIVERS with some other forces at work :D

NDP 09 , WE MAKE IT HAPPEN ... WOW ! :D

Learning journey to the National Museum tomorrow :D

Koei booked me already .

So , let's have some jamming session tmr , DJmax freak !

Today should be marked as the first year :D

But never mind , let's smile & stay happy !

"Lovely , ek id lief vir jou , (:"

( Get your friends from South Africa to translate for you xD )

Love , Loving , Loved ; Go , Going , Gone .

*Waves*

May 21, 2009, 5/21/2009

Aye Ei & ME ! :D

Thanks to the pretty photographer , Boontien :D

Went to the Marina Barrage today .

3teams from each class !

I'm in TeamC ! Super cool team canzxz :D

It is fun when it comes to measuring the Area & Diameter of the outer layer of the big fountain !

You can see Thura counting the steps as though he is dancing xD

JJ & Daniel ran around the circle to count the number of panels .

Vi & Angie count the length of 1 panel .

Danica , Monyi & I did the calculations ! :D

Taaadaaa , we are the first group that comes out with the correct answer !

Then we have the map reading activity which everyone in TeamC sucks at !

TeamC has the most international student okay ! :D

Then went for the Tongue Twister thingy .

Hahaha , CHANDEJUN ! You rawk ! :D

Then we went for the tour inside the gallery .

Aftermath , we went to fly kites ! :D

Running around the big field , trying to get the kites up , snapping pictures .

Well , GODWIN rawk at it xD

Then when we went back to the assembly area for prize giving thingy ,

Team2 won ! :D

2INTEGRITY HOR ! xD

All the team A , B and C points from each class being total up :D

Then each of us gets a goody bag :D

Then we proceeded to the carpark & boarded the bus , back to school .

On the way back to school , MrYong shared his WINE GUM with us .

Hahaha , CHANDEJUN got drunk !

-,-
Only dumb dumbs believe !

Played DJmax with my fellow classmates on the PSP (:

Went straight home after being released !

Look at the NAVAL DIVERS in white boots with the dark blue tee !

*SHUAI-NESS !!!!!!*
Damn , i can't remember what are we doing .

We only crowd infront for cheers .. Are we cheering ?

Hmm , then why are they standing so firmly ?

*THINKING .. THINKING ..*

Okay , i still cannot recall a single thing -,-

I'm getting older day by day , forgive me :D

CCR2 on this coming sat ! :D

& I managed to update with photos !

More coming up so , look forward for the upcoming entries ! :D

不知道在高兴什么, 你的笑容, 有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油.

Love me when i least deserve it , because that's when i really need it .

4months ago , on the 16th .

May 18, 2009, 5/18/2009

1. Real name : RENGIE NG :D
2. Nickname : LZ , REN , GIE GIE -,-
3. Star sign : Aquarius !
4. Male or Female : Female
5. Primary school : GREENWOOD !
6. Secondary school : Northbrooks .
7. JC/POLY : Anderson JC please ? :D
8. Hair color : Black from far . Brownish when close .
9. Hair Long or Short : Can be longer .
10. Loud or Quiet : LOUD ! :D
11. Sweat or Jeans : Both also can !
12. Phone or Camera : I cant live withot my PHONE !
13. Health freak : Im not .
14. Drink or Smoke : D r i n k ?
15. Do you have crush on someone : Kim Hyun Joong ! :D
16. Eat or Drink : EAT ! :D
17. Piercings : 2 -,-
18. Tattoo : I use my pens and draw ! Painless xD

Have You Ever ;
19. Been in an airplane : OF COURSE !
20. Been in a relationship : Yup !
21. Been in a car accident : Nah :D
22. Been in a first fight : Nah :D

First ;
23. First piercing : My mum says that my ears are pierced when im only a few months old -,-
24. First best friend : My teddy bear :D
25. First award : Story telling one leh :D
26. First crush : That guy there !
27. First vacation : Can't remember ):

Last ;
28. Last person you talked to : FELICIA ! :D
29. Last person you texted to : ALWIN ! :D
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : Erwin , Fel , Anthony & i dunno his name ?
31. Last food you eat : Chicken pie .
32. Last movie you watch : Can't remember !
33. Last song you listen : Let go ):
34. Last thing you bought : Candies from Minitoon .
35. Last person you hugged : My teddy bear ! Jealous ? xD

Favourites ;
36. Food : As long as i like it , they are my fav xD
37. Drink : Same as food la -,-
38. Clothing : As long as i find it comfty :D
39. Book : Suddenly can't recall .
40. Song : Too many to be listed . xD
41. Flowers : SUNFLOWER & CACTUS ! Buy for me & i'll marry you xD
42. Colour : Blue , Light green & Orange :D
43. Movie : I like shows better than movies .
44. Phrase : AIYO ! REALLY AH ? HUH ! OH MY GOD ! xD
45. Subjects : Science , Math & Literature !

Have you ever done before ;
46. Kissed in the snow : Never ):
47. Celebrated Halloween : Yes ! :D
48. Have your heart broken : Have lah ):
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone : Hours :D
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : Never !
51. Came out of the closest : What talking you ? -,-
52. Gotten pregnant : Nah :D
53. Had an abortion : Nah :D
54. Done something you have regretted : Countless ):
55. Broke a promise : Yup .
56. Hid a secret : Yup :D
57. Pretended to be happy : A period of time -,-
58. Meet someone who have change your life : YES ! :D
59. Pretended to be sick : Pretending ot be sick become really sick !
60. Left the country? : HAVE LA !
61. Tried something your normally would'nt try & liked it : O.O ???
62. Cried over the silliest thing : Laugh till cry :D
63. Ran a mile : Uh-huh !
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : OF COURSE LAH ! :D
65. Stay single the whole year : Yeap :D

Currently ;
66. Eating : Nah :D
67. Drinking : Nah :D
68. I'm about to ton : Not tonning .
69. Listening to : Songs lah -,-
70. Plans for tomorrow : Burn all my textbooks xD
71. Waiting for : That day to come xD

Your future ;
72. Want kids : YEAH :D
73. Want to get married : You think leh ? -,-
74. Careers in mind : Aerospace Engineerig xD Cannot believe right ?!

Which is better For Girls ;
75. Lips or eyes : EYES *Blink blink :D*
76. Shorter or Taller : TALLER LAH !
77. Romantic or Spontaneous : Spontaneous ~
78. Nice stomach or nice arms : BOTH LA ! -,-
79. Sensitive or loud : Loud lah . Sensitive girls only drive guys crazy -,-
80. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship .
81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant : Trouble-maker :D

Have you ever ;
82. Lost glasses/contacts lens : YES ): My purple specs !
83. Ran away from home : Once only xD
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : Nah :D
85. Killed somebody : Nah :D
86. Broken someone's heart : YES ! xD
87. Been arrested : Nah :D
88. Cried when someone died : None of my love ones died yet !

Do you believe in ;
89. Yourself : Very :D
90. Miracles : Nah :D
91. Love at first sight : Nah :D
92. Heaven : I dunno leh ~
93. Santa Claus : YES YES YES ! :D
94. Sex On The First Date : Nah :D
95. Kiss on the first date : Nah :D
96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now : YES ! ):
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : YES ! :D

Hahaha , quiz to start the post for today .

Hmm , basically preparing for my art tmr & yeah .

I'm still not done with it yet !

I'm so going to work till mid night like last year ! -,-

But I have GERARD to accompany me on the phone till im done with it leh !

This year leh ?

Shall call him later xD

Lit paper was like a piece of shit , omg -,-

Im serious lah . I put my pen down after 30mins .

Then i was like stonning there , waiting for the time to pass ! -,-

Grrrrr ..

Bio or lit ?!

*HEADACHEEEEEEEE*

Love , loving , loved :D

May 17, 2009, 5/17/2009

Had CCR1 yesterday ! :D

Had lots of fun & I saw the NAVAL DIVERS !

*SCREAMS*

Okay , enough of the NAVAL DIVERS xD

Had lunch , Crapped , Hit someone & Training starts :D

It's a combined one ! :D

The first row people all carrying their own weapons then ..

BULLETS FLYING ALL OVER LA xD

NAVY IS FROM THE FIRST ROW ! xD

Okay , enough :D

Hmm , the big big flag holders on the 2nd row with their metal bottom boots xD

Then followed by the long strech of people carrying wierd weapons .

Ah-hah ! Then it's us :D

After everything , everyone moved to the front & did the cheers

Then went up to the hall to wait for the buses :D

Marshal took the same bus as ME -.-

Then took train home with HIM -.-

So , that's all for the CCR1 xD

Woke up at 1pm plus today & when i look into the mirror in the toilet ,

I realised that the ring around my eyes are gone ! :D

Hohoho .

That shows that i haven get enough sleeping hours last week ):

The ring was rather obvious !

It's gone now :D

Spend my day on the comp reading stories online .

Interesting & touching ):

I've yet to finish reading the story lah ~ :D

It's about a love story in Gill's school & it is being published into a book :D

"I believe"

If i didnt get the book title wrong :D

Lit paper is tmr & I'm ready for it xD

So .. All the best , people :D

"Tell me whom you love ,"

"And I'll tel you who you are ."

May 15, 2009, 5/15/2009

& Today , i saw it .

Just my luck .

& GILL told me that

Connections between two may be developed as time goes by .

True or not ? Time will proof it .

How i wish that i was blind or i was a toddler who doesn't know a thing !

-.-

Haha ,whatever seen is seen .

So since you & I have got no connections , then it is one of my business .

Why do people love to copy me so much ?!

Firstly , it was a schoolmate of mine which i don't even know .

She copied the whole chunk of my blog entry into her own .

Actually it's okay .

But she credited herself for that entry .

=.=

I can take it as though i saw nothing .

But i just don't know such people own a blog ,

When she copied someone's entry .

It's as though re-posting someone elses thoughts/feeling of the day .

Secondly , your cyber pal copied my intrduction =.=

Words by words .

& Yes . I can take it as though i've seen nothing .

But i was just shocked that there is someone out there ,

Expressing herself exactly the way i do & she dislikes the same thing as me .

There are so many other words that can be used .

Why use the same words as me ?!

=.=

Copy all you like . I'm so not gonna be bothered by it , anymore !

Chinese paper was damn easy !

I got shocked while looking at it . Many can score :D

CHANDEJUN , you too :D

Headed to B.tien's house after that .

Mahjong , Hotel 626 , O2mania , Bloack catching .

I didn't join them for the block catching .

I went home (:

B.tien's dad is damn friendly can !

He bought many many can drinks & chips for us .

& He mixes around with us (:

Hotel 626 is nothing at all can ?!

Koei & Jwen sweated like toot while playing it .

When Jwen is in the toilet , i scared her ,

She ran out of the toilet immediately ! Damn funny can :D

I looked at the pictures taken at the airport .

Just some pictures taken on the day Gill leave SG for AUS .

IMISSYOU , SISSY ! ):

Sissy , if i know that what happened to you will happen to me ,

I should have believed in IT so much ):

& I know about IT . & I was over-joyed .

But i didn't know that i'll get disappointment in return ):

Sissy , love'ya .

I'll never get over this , <3

May 13, 2009, 5/13/2009

After so long , i still cant update with my pictures !

OMG !

Hmmmm , be patient :D

PINK PILLS NEEDED DESPERATELY !

Okay , it's like this .

I was having a super bad cramp just now

& i kept on saying pain pain pain .

Till i cannot take it anymore , i asked Koei , Jwen and Angie

If guardian sells just a tiny little pill by itself ,

& Jwen suddenly say "OH I HAVE I HAVE !"

=.=

I made Koei and Angie really laughed hard man !

After me repeating the word pain so many times ,

She didnt say that she has it !

Anyway , it's okay :D

I've gotta thank her though !

Went to the toilet and something hilarious happened .

Hahaha . Jwen suddenly call for me .

*AH-HEM .* xD

Taylor Swift's songs are nice . I dont know why ,

I find the lyrics of the songs well written :D

Ahhhh , i just love her songs la can !

Sigh , i wonder what will happen to me

When i get back the paper i took yesterday marked .

I felt rather disappointed because after i finally cooled down ,

I realised that i can do the questions .

Urgh , this is what will happen to me when i get scared/anxious .

Anyway , what is done , is done .

I shall take this as the last time i forgive myself for making this fault .

MUAHAHAHA .

No more next time :D

As long as your heart stays with me ... <3

May 09, 2009, 5/09/2009

And yet , another day of disappointment .

If only i didn't hop , if i didn't see , if i didn't know ..

It all wouldn't happen if i didn't care at all .

Damn .

The beginning of my day was rather stormy .

Dejected & neglected .

I laid my books nicely right beside me & upon felt being dumped aside ,

Not even one of my finger is willing to touch the books .

"I'll be okay , i'll be okay"

I don't know how many times must i tell myself .

Can someone out there just lend me a pair of ears to hear me ?

Why do i have to ask for one when others don't seems to ?

I am good at keeping my own problems to myself , yes i know .

I guess i am used to being all by myself .

I tend to always self-solve-self problem ...

Wouldn't it be better if someone is willing to hear me out ?

Wouldn't it be better if i know that someone is there for me ?

Wouldn't it be better if ... i can stop telling myself that

"I'll be okay" ?

Having someone standing by you , be it your family , your friends or your cyber pal .

Don't you think that the weight being placed on your shoulder is so much lighter ?

I guess i have to be all by myself again ..

At once , i lost my great buddies .

They meant so much yet nothing .

Unlike you , part of me still feels the pain inside .

But i don't understand why i am always being dumped aside by you .

I will not be affected by it if it is someone else .

But now i am .

Because that person is you .

Pardon me for that oh-so-not RENGIE entry .

I hope by doing this , i'll get better .

Thanks for listening to me , readers .

Thanks koei , <3

May 07, 2009, 5/07/2009

Currently having a problem to upload photos up to blogger .

So , till the next update then i'll update with pictures :D

Note ; I said pictureS not picture :D

Have been running through my geography notes since 9 plus till now , 11 plus .

" HAHAHA ! "

To those to have to study like SIAO , the 6alphabets in bold , is for you xD

Because RENGIE have done her revisions long ago

& Is going through it bit by bit , slowly :D

While reading my notes , i was playing Restaurant City on facebook .

So it means that i didnt really spent the whole of the 2 hours on my notes :D

Something happened just now & its okay already :D

Didnt really used that dictionary placed on my table for my chinese compo !

Oh my god !

I felt shocked after i dropped my pen for finishing my compoS .

Ahhh , i felt so great inside :D

See , i did many many many writings of chinese characters to prepare myself ,

For the compo papers to save time (:

Hey people , try that too :D

Went to have lunch at KFC with .............................................

Aaron , Angie , Jingwen , Koeiwan , Godwin & Galen :D

Koei & I made Galen lose his appetite when we talk about fried worms ,

Which looks like the cheese fries he is eating ! :D

Went to the library aftermath .

Nothing much to talk about for the library part .

Except , i cant find the book that i wanted to borrow ! ):

Never mind , shall try my luck again next time cuz it seems like many

Wants to read that book too :D

Proceed to i-dont-know what block and played true of dare .

Okay , it is damn funny when it comes to the part where

Godwin has to scold a group of girls xD

Then prank called people & all :D

& then , Home Sweet Home !

Everything happens for a reason ;

And i feel i can see why things turned out this way .

Some come by at the wrong time , some wait for a moment

Or so before they have a chance to pop by again .

I'll look forward .

I'll look forward to the day that you're going to reappear in my life again :D

Hmm , what do you think ?

Lovely , sleep tight (:

May 05, 2009, 5/05/2009

HAHAHA .

Till then , i was alright (:

Yeah , Gill , i miss you too .

Afterall , all you would think of / makes you think of me ,

are my stupid pairs of leg ! Urgh , that's damn disappointing !

( If you never know )

ROAR :D

Lesson was great today . I managed to get answers to my questions :D

Elated !

Everyone thought of making Xinyin fall over the chair with broken legs

But we all failed & Xinyin's face at that time was damn hilarious can !

His mouth open till so damn big =.=

Only Valarie likes each & every expression showed by him xD

My maths is oh-so-not good ):

Attempted all the qeustions on the worksheet MrYong gave ,

& I realised that i took quite some times to complete the worksheet !

Anyway , it is not too late for me practice , practice & practice :D

Miss Hor came in after SMART & many of us screamed

& dashed out of the class !

HAHAHAHA :D

Went for some gossiping session with Koei , Toh and Angie .

Stress released man ~

Phew :D

Then home-sweet-home .<br>

In the confusion we stay with each other , happy to be together ,

speaking without uttering a single word .

May 04, 2009, 5/04/2009

What should i do ? Is that just the best shot that i can go ?

Damn .

If that's the case , then i am really a failure .

I guess i was too afraid . Too afraid to let myself know that i actually ...

I dont know what is it that i am scared of !

Is it going to be the same if i ...

Or is going to be a totally different thing ?

I just cant seems to get an answer for myself ...

I dont want it to be like this any longer .

At the same time , i dont want anything to be changed .

HOW ?!

Happy birthday , wensheng (:

I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT !

I AM GETTING MYSELF READY TO FACE ANY CHANGES OR WHAT SO EVER !

I want to exchange a smile on your face .

May 03, 2009, 5/03/2009

Cycled from East Coast Park to Changi Airport with cousins yesterday .

My butt is aching now !

Was blasting songs into my ears while cycling

As usual , thought through what i've been doing

& Things just flashed through my mind .

Be it happy ones , or sad ones .

Then had dinner at a i-dont-know what name restaurant .

Chatted with my dear cousins about restaurant city & back to woodlands ,

Grandma's place .

& Restaurnt city-ed .

Urgh , sometimes i hated myself alot , alot !

I have no idea why i was so tired the whole of today &

I can't put my mind on the textbooks piled up on my desk !

Shall take it as a break for myself (:

No rush , no rush .

Exams is in another few more days time & i guess i'm somehow ready for it already !

Will you root for me ? :D

After all this time , i never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here ..

Because all i thought of was we'll go through everything & all together .

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see that i loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go .

I kept those pictures . You ?

It's gonna be someone's birthday in a few more hours time :D

May 01, 2009, 5/01/2009

Whatever it takes , or how my heart breaks ,

I will be right here waiting for you .

How i wish .. that i am able to read your mind , lovely . :D

Yes , actions really speaks louder than words itself :D

I felt you ! Damn happy in the inside can ? (:

I hope that it wasnt some dumb or foolish infactuation because

It has been so long !

& I havent give up a hope yet ! :D

I just recieved a text & im overjoyed ! :D

I guess i'd be like a crazy girl jumping on the bed again !

No rehearsal tmr :D

Yes , it is going to be a day when i can stay at home &

do some catching up sessions with my cousins & all :D

How sweet of me ?!

Hmmm , should i do shopping for birthday gifts tmr or sunday ? :D

Sometimes it was like i've jsut drank up a whole bottle of fresh vinegar man !

Sour ):

There's nothing i could do though ! Sigh ~

I just have to continue drinking up bottles of vinegar lorrrr ~

I belive that i am special !

You ? What do you think about me ?

How i wish that im the one , the only one .

I want to be :

The only one who can proves everybody wrong .

The one who is confident of who she is .

The one who is supporting you . (Do you know ?)

The one who is dying to see your smiles .

The one who wish to be hold by you .

The one .. who has the courage .. to let you know ..

That .. i .. love you .

The first time i was so serious , the first time i wanted to be with someone so badly .

I guess it's all because of you (: