Because my heart don't listen to me ...
Because i don't have a say over affairs of the heart ...
Because i am in no position to judge ...
Because i can't seem to come to a conclusion ...
Because cause cuuusss ....

How on earth did i land myself into such situation ?
I don't know what to do .

You confused me ...
Truly you do , with your games and subtle hints !
Too much for my oblivious mind .

So what am I suppose to do next?

Maybe i just have to be a little stronger in the mind & self .
I just couldn't even bear to allow myself to drop even 1level of my self-esteem .

And if i were to come into more similar situations later on in life ,
I'd be able to know what to do ...

& Telling the whole world that i'm not afraid anymore .

& I'm seeing IT coming AGAIN .

With love ; Rengie .