21st March @ Granny's place . After Alwin-Brother's Commissioning Parade .

I suddenly have the urge to get my blogskin changed .
& I don't know why .

So here i am .
Sitting here on a daily basis infront of my laptop ,
My self esteem had dropped down ,
Flee like flown birds .
Away, away from me .

... I don't need it , don't come back .
I don't want it , so just go away .
With my head phones on ,
Don't know why even my own player hates me .

Always and Forever ,
By Good Charlotte .

Like the first time ,
When i heard the melodies on my ears ,
I love it all .

And now when i'm listening to it ,
Unwanted tears rolled down malignantly .

Stupid , stupid me .

Giving it all up ,
There's nothing that i know true of anymore .
Am i really , had live on this life ,
Just to give it all up ?

Am i really that pathetic ?

Hey people , tell me that i'm not .
I don't know what has gotten into me either >.<

No worries , will be back to myself soon . (: