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July 23, 2009, 7/23/2009

Cold water cascading from above , painfully numbing my flesh .

The pounding in my head violently strumming the mess ...

Keep replaying the same memories , they're stuck in my soul .
Screaming at the cold tiles "Why cant i be whole ?!?"

What will it take to be free ?
What will it take to forget ?
How can i rise from my debris , knowing for this i bled ?

Words dripping , conscious slipping , and my only thoughts a huddles blur .

Mind tripping , pain crippling , but ...

There's comfort in this shuddered slur ...
A weak bundle , cleansed beneath the water's onslaught ...

Yet i cant figure out why .
Why do i feel safe in my net of cries ,
my set of lies ,
my path awry ...

A place of nightmares and broken dreams of fear , anger , disillusion and silent screams .

Yet in my twisted mind , this is where i feel safe ...
My warm embrace ,
My sacred place ...

Rengie , being sad doesn't give you a reason not to smile :D