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June 06, 2009, 6/06/2009

EDITS ; Went to catch a little of the HC'09 .

Go on , AHS ! :D

It is held that CAMELOTTE :D Changi's MOE campsite .

I am part of them , okay ! =.=

I don't want to live my life like this anymore .

I want to put a stop to everything .

Justin , thanks (:

I had my Coporals' Camp & Youthnet Teens Encounter camp .

Made new friends , had fun & enjoyed myself .

Last saturday , Suying & I laughed on the bus for the whole of 5mins .

Wow !

Try it .

Why do we call ourselves friends when we do not talk verbally ,

We do not greet , we do not ask for one anothers well-being ?

Instead , we communicates over the effing cold screens .

( EG ; handphone screen , computer screen )

Afterall , we are just behaving like oh-so-not real friends .
& Even the way you talk to me and your real friends ,

ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT !

Why do you not console people but instead rubbing salt onto ones wound ?!

Maybe that's how you treat your FRIEND .

I UNDERSTAND .

But after looking at everything in the other way round ,

Why do i feel as though i am being treated differently .

I DON'T NEED THIS KIND OF SPECIAL TREATMENT !

I hope you understand .

So if i am really being treated in a different manner ,

Then if only i know this will happen ,

I WILL NEVER AGREE TO THAT , LAST YEAR .

How will i know things will turn out to be this way ?!

& If i am really bothering you , disturbing you form doing your stuffs ,

YOU CAN TELL ME !

But what you did was to ignore me .. all the way .

& I think i should stop asking you to do things that you don't want from now .

( EG ; Hanging out , talking over the phone , greeting , caring )

COME TO ME WHEN YOU NEED ME .

Distance makes the heart grows fonder . True ?

But why is it that my heart is hungry for you ?

But on the opposite , you have carried own with your own life .

SO I SHALL NOT STOP YOU FROM DOING WHAT YOU WANT .

& I didn't even have thought of it until last night , someone talked to me .

Phew .

But now , i am still lost .

I don't know which path to go .

& I think i need my own space .

But no matter what , i will not force myself to do what i don't want to .

My heart stays .

& It's what you did that hurt my feeling .