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March 02, 2009, 3/02/2009

Meldy , Steffi , Rengie , Evelyn , Angela , Yen :D

Meldy , Rengie & Angela :D

Yen & Ren :D

Renren have got super nice penmanship right ? :D

Well , I heard from HER that you a feeling envious / jealous or whatever .

But please , I dont get things on my way .

I dont get what i want .

I dont like the way i am .

I dont like how THEY treats me .

I felt loved for once .

& I thought it'll be a lasting one .

But well , i'm still not getting over it .

Because i guess this is the first time i really love someone

& It may also be the last time / last person .

So , i know that you always likes to call him "PIGGY"

Infront of me . Now that i know that you're trying to show off your unhappiness .

Fine . If that's what you want , go ahead .

I know you like talk about the 2boys who is crushing on you .

& You love to ask me who is coming after me .

But please , dont compare about this .

Because , i believe that he might be the one & only .

So what ever it is , just dont ever feel envious about it .

What ever it is going to happen in future , is really unpredictable .

I may be living as a singlehood .

Who knows ?

& You think that it is ufair for G & I to be living under a good family condition

while you're living with afather who owes people money

& A mother who is not understanding .

Hey , do you think that i'm happy here ? I'd rather have a swop with you .

I dont feel welcomed . I feel so odd . I feel so left out .

Come on , no one can control what he/she wants !

& You said that i'm better than you in every single thing .

HELLO !

By saying this , shouldnt you be buryin your heads under your books

rather than complaining here ?

I studied last year . I did ! But , i dont have the same interest in me this year .

Come , be better than me in everything !

I doubt you can . Seriously , if complaining is all you can ,

You make me look down on you .

Who says that i'm unwilling to help you when you need help ?

WHO SAYS ?!

Everytime when you come up to me , what did i do ?

You know youself the best .

You're jealous in the inside because all of our friends always talks about me

infront of you . You tried to pull them away 1 by 1 ,

But you failed . Therefore , you begin telling coming up with myths .
Well , i dont mind you saying bad things about me .

I dont mind you not treating me as your sister .

But please , dont stab others at the back especially HERS .

If SHE knows what you're trying to do 1 day ,

I bet , I BET ! You're the only one who suffers in the end .
Stop being to kiddy , stop being so stupid .

PS ; I have been trying to get what i want so much . But i still couldnt get it .

Things dont go on my way .. Get it ? =.=

I want the person who can make me happy , is you .