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March 17, 2009, 3/17/2009

It was so good at first . But why the tears ?

Ya ya , whatever .

If both sides changes , then what's the point ?

DAMN .

I just wanna dig out that freaking mind of yours

& see what shit is in it .

It seems like everything that is going on , is my fault .

Perhaps , without me , things would be better

And you will be much much more happier .

Dont worry , i'll go before you do .

Save your smiles and laughter for later on .

You heard me ?

SAVE IT .

Dont bother showing to me now .

I dont wanna see them either .

Not even you .

HATRED .

Hey , i'm not trying to be stereotype here .

But i'm serious .

Guys cannot be relyed on .

Because , things will really get out of controlled .

Just like you , cold blooded creature .

Go ahead and show me that you dont care .

Because i know , you're struggling in the inside .

Go ahead !

Are you shocked ?

Well , i guess so . You forced me into this .

& I'm here not to see you

But to prove to myself that i CAN !

You get this clear .

I want to put a fullstop to everything .

I think that we need to have a good talk over this .

I want to know if i really look stupid in your eyes .

Whatever it is , i dont wish to be bothered , cared anymore .

Because i lied to myself everytime i felt low .

I think positively .

Too positive ?

Now, it is time to think the bad way ; negative .

I just want the hatred to go away .

ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT ?

I'm not asking you . Shut up .

If you say that we're friends ,

THEN ,

WHY AM I BEINGTREATED DIFFERENTLT ?!

SCREW YOU !

I'm tired of being cheated .

I'm tired of being lied .

If you know , that at first , this will happen ,

then what for making the ~~forever promise~~ ?

I dont mind giving _ _ _ another chance .

But the decision still lies on _ _ _ .

Faith for love ?

SURE .

Prove it to me next time , cold blooded creature !