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March 16, 2009, 3/16/2009

CRAP .

BUT WHY ME ?!

Why must problems line up one after another ?

CAN I HAVE A BREAK ?!

Can't i just be happy for a day ?!

JUST 24HOURS ! Will it kill ? Effing big fat NO !

Then why am I treated this way ?

This world is never fair .

Why can't i just be someone carefree ?

Too much ... Too much for me to hold ......

Yeaps . I was happy for a momment today .

VERY !

Because being with THEM just make me feel as though nothing is troubling me .

I feel like myself (:

Though we smelled like chao daS after leaving Seoul Garden ,

Though the movie we watched is damn BORING ,

I seriously don't mind at all .

6hours , i was with them for 6hours .

I was carefree , i was happy , i was elated & contented .

Can i be like this for a day ? 24hours ...

Is it that hard ?

Why is it that when ever i'm trying to stand up straight ,

SOMETHING HARD WILL PUSH ME DOWN ?!

Rengie , you're so useless .

Sighhhhhhh ,

Should i go for School tmr ? Pool with YanRun and Eve ?

Movie with Junhan and peeps ?

Those who really seems to be insignificant to me are those

who really cares for me just when i needed _ _ _ most .

Why is this happening ?

They're just like the pillars around me to support me ,

and not to make me fall .

But I myself can't stand up straight ....

If only you're RENGIE , then you know how i'm feeling .

Because , i don't want to further disappoint anyone else .

I wanna show _ _ _ that i'm no longer weak .

The rest is all up to you , my love is always there .

Turning back or moving forward ?

I don't know .