Pardon me if i sounded emo .

My result is a bullshit .
5 As so what ? Then what is the _ _ doing there ?

I'm giving myself another chance
Fel , i'm staying .
Are you smiling ?

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.... Do you know how disappointed I felt today ?
Do you know how much this feeling sucks ?
Do you know I've been crying for it for days ?

I'm feeling really tired .

I can hardly feel myself .

Why doesn't anyone understand how I feel ?
I can't take it anymore , everything inside is falling .

My heart is breaking like nobody's business.

And yet , I still steal a glance at you hoping to see our eyes meet .
Perhaps i'm growing .
I have yet to learned lots of things .
You made me learn quite a number of things .

From you , i learn how to be contented with what i have .
I learnt that i'm never alone .
I learnt that i have a shoulder to lean on whenever i needs it .

At the same time , i learnt that i was so useless .
I cannot even do something properly .
I cant take care of myself .
I was so childish .

Perhaps , i should not talk till i have to .
- SILENCE .

I was so close . This close .
But i feel so far .. so far away .
GONE . It is GONE .

I'm wondering . If _ _ _ will b back ):

A stupid / dumb / idiotic person like me ,
Still thinks that love will lead _ _ _ back to me someday .

Do i look like a fool to you now ?
Oh , yes , of course i do .
I always do .

I don't feel myself when I laughed .

No , i won't give up & i won't breakdown .

I'm just tired . I need to rest .

Please , leave me alone .