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March 08, 2009, 3/08/2009

Because of what had taken place on 16thjan ,

i realised that i coudnt concentrade on whatever shit that i'm doing .

This feeling sucks .

No one will ever want to experience it .

I guess i woudnt get my menstration AGAIN this month ,

I have a feeling that i wont come .

I ran out of house in the late afternoon .

So what ? Who cares ?

Nobody was at home . They dont even bother to tell me where they are .

Well , it is okay with me .

Just dont come back .

You know i hate it , then why are you doing this ?

Well , 8more days from now , i'll be alone for 2months . How cool .

2months is going by just in a blink of an eye .

So , what did i do in the pass 2 months ?

Well , nobody will want to know .

Last year left me with good memories . Seriously .

How i wish that i could die of P******** .

Why on Earth did i recover .

Why on Earth did i listen to THEM to go for the OP .

Why on Earth must i go through all the pain ALL BY MYSELF .

Why on Earth is the such person called RENGIE NG .

I'm tired .

Can tmr be the end of all the pains ?

- No .

Can tmr be a better day ?

- No .

Can RENGIE learn how to take care of herself ?

- You know how is it like when RENGIE is at work right ?

Well , MY FOOT .

I baked cookies today .

Yes , i didnt want to ):

But still , i did . I guess , i get carried away and i wasnt concentrating .

My left midle finger have an effing big blisters .

Why must I put YOU in the first position when i know ,

that all my efforts will go down the drain ?

YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO DUMB , SO USELESS .

What ever it is , i'll follow what my heart says .

But my heart doesnt want to get rid of you . DAMN ASS .

不要对我太好. 你听到了吗?

Well , i doubt that that person will see .

As if that person will come in to check this page out once in a while .

Well , even if he does , AS IF HE'LL GIVE IT A DAMN

Cause i'm not even like a friend to him ANYMORE .

Well , if he really feels this way , so be it .

I cant change anything .