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February 19, 2009, 2/19/2009

So what if I do ?

I dont feel happy . Not at all . I shouldnt have gave up on Piano ..

I really shouldnt have gave up ..

Why is it that problems must come one after another ?

Once the previous problem is over , immediately , the new one comes .

I didn't give up on myself .

Because i believe that I can .

Maths test today aint good at all . Yes , i want a pass .

But not a just pass . I need to set a goal for myself . I really have to .

I dont wanna miss my last exam which is supposed to be on this september ...

I wanna finish it off & concentrate on other things ..

But , what a silly decision ..

I missed it .

I really feel like crying my unhappiness out .

I wanna talk to someone . I have to talk to someone .

I used to know very clearly , everyone around me is always there for me .

But what happened now ?

Sighh-nessss ..

Where is my **-***** ? Where is my Sissy ? Where is my Yen ?

Sissy & J , please stop ignoring each other ..

I dont know why those who knows what is the reason ,

doesnt want to tell me !

Will it hurt you even a little for letting me know ?

What's wrong ?

10minutes ago , i cried . Now , i'm still crying .

I know , who cares .

Everything was really going on very very very smoothly !

But why do i feel so ***** when X XXX XXX ?

I was supposed to be happy , ya'll know ?

I'm not going to touch the piano anymore from now .

Till the time is right .

Sissy , sorry , i can't help you for this year .

我的心就是那么小。只绒的下一个人。我很肯定那个人就是XXX .