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RengieNg.

10th feb , Aquarius babeh .
I belong to the red carpet , which is pretty obvious .

I don't have any craves or rather,
I don't quite like blogs with a column craves on it cause
I think you should be contented with your life.


IOBS ; RALEIGH'10 :D
February 01, 2009, 2/01/2009


Life is such a bore .
I'm tired of this .
I really had enough .
Why cant things go on my way ?

Sometimes i hoped that i could ..
- Stop taking note of what is going on .
- Stop work .
- Stop thinking .
- Stop causing troubles to myself & family .
- Stop being a petient of Pnuemonia .
- Wish that everything is none of my business .
- Just grow up .
- Wished that i wasnt sent to this world .

Why am i being brought to this world ? Fcuk =.=

Yes , i'm so proud to say that
I've fought with Sissy & my parents this morning .
So do you guys really thinks that i'm impt ?
Sorry , i dont think so .
Just stop wasting yout precious time concerning me .
I know what i want , i know what to do .
I know i'm ruining myself by relying on S.P !
Do you guys thinks that i really want it ?
I HAVE NO CHOICE .
NO CHOICE !
I'm happy . Because i know that i'm getting better . (:
I'm happy . Because i think i really know what i need now . (:
I'm happy . Because the smiles on each and everyone's face gave me hope . (:
I'm happy . Because i know that i'm not alone . (:
I'm happy . I am really happy . (:
So just stop asking me about my future .
Stop asking me if i need anything from you guys .
I want to be someone who can take care of myself . (:

So just let me be . Okay !

Sissy , I know you care , but please , let me make my own decision , please .

(L) , i know the next one will be better . (:
(L) , though it's already past tense , ....................................
(L) , loves . ):