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RengieNg.

10th feb , Aquarius babeh .
I belong to the red carpet , which is pretty obvious .

I don't have any craves or rather,
I don't quite like blogs with a column craves on it cause
I think you should be contented with your life.


IOBS ; RALEIGH'10 :D
January 28, 2009, 1/28/2009
Suddenly .


Somehow .. that SMS gave me a feeling that it is talking about us .
I hoped that i didnt see it .
I hoped that it isnt talking about us .
I hoped that it wont happen .
I hoped that you're just pulling my legs .
I hoped that it isnt true .
I hoped that the SMS was a joke .
I hoped that the sender is not serious .
I hoped that the handphone owner didnt show me that MSG .
I hoped that the reply was the other way round .
I hoped that whatever the sender replies , will ocme true .
I hoped that i'm not wasting my time .

I HOPE THAT I CAN MAKE UP MY MIND .
I HOPE THAT THINGS WILL CHANGE .
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE .

I HOPE THAT YOU CAN MAKE UP YOUR MIND .

Even if IT really happens , many things from me are gone (:
Even if IT really happens , you're different (:
Even if IT really happens , my wound is still there (:
Even if IT really happens , the pain is still there (:
Even if IT really happens , the memories are still there (:
Even if IT really happens , IT already happened . (:
Will you still accept me as who I am ?
- I dont think so (:

WILL YOU ? >.< '

If THAT happens , goodluck (:
If THAT happens , all the best (:
If THAT happens , i'm proud coz , i was once here (:
If THAT happens , i'm happy coz , i knew you more (:
If THAT happens , i'm sad coz , i'm disappointed (:
If THAT happens , i'm sorry , coz i made you sad , angry , disappointed (:
If THAT happens , i'll smile (:
Coz , i know you'll be happy .
- Promise ? (:

Promised , huh ? :D

What happened , has already happen .
What is yet to come , is coming .
What needs to be changed , will definitely be changed .
What needs to be kept , will remain the same .
It have been 12days . 2more days to 2weeks (:
Nothing changed . Everything remains the same .
I was worried , i was angry , i was sad , i was disappointed , i was happy .
PAST TENSE :D

Valentines day's coming :D
Let's see what will happen . & After then , i'll stop wasting my time . (:
Course slowly , i'll learn how to let go (:
I know i can make it . I know i can do it . I know i will . I know i can :D
Yes , i still love you . Can you feel it ? (:

事到如今 , 终於自已属於我自已 .
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己 .
突然好想你 , 你在哪里 ? 过的快乐或委屈 ?
突然 , 模糊的眼睛 .
你只留下最痛的纪念品

最怕空气突然安静 , 最怕朋友突然的关心 .
最怕突然听到你的消息 ...
没有你却又突然听到你的消息 ..