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July 12, 2007, 7/12/2007

ya..nowadays i became quiet in class la..classmates said that i was emo..izzit? i do not know why la..some even said that i should visit my bestfriend in school u know who?hahas..mrs lim our school consellor lame..i seldom smie,laugh,joke what happen? who knews? i just have to say that,maybe i am facing stress ba...but,i am not sure can i say that thats stress.No idea....i do not like to have the same things with my close friends and now, maybe, i dont trust them much,But, i do really wanna try to understand what are they thinking and feelings at different times.By than, i just realised that,friend is mostly meant for someone to help me in my school works...yesyes.i apprieciate it.But,they impossibly just laugh or critisize me whenever i have lousy results or i get lower marks than them if i get higher,they will blame me..i dunno why..i work hard yes,i have reward but i will not laugh at them instead,i will just keep quiet or i scared that they will think that i look down on them they will sometimes even curse me ok?TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE FOR ME! i do not nees that kind of friends i know.i am happy to know them.but,they are sometimes going too much and ya..sometimes i will be like very irritated la..bobian...i must tolerate yesyes..few more months to go..i can tolerate like around that long ya..maybe..than now,lets not talk about this sad sad things already..now i will talk about yes,my teacher he is too funny already but,i did not laugh out he call us to read the oral thing..he will chooose people to read out la.than he choosed kendrick to read before kendrick reads,he said that he want us to pronounce the sounds of 's' 'ed' 'es' 'k' 't' sound so,kendrick read read and read until he came to the word worked you know what he say?he said walk-ED with the 'ed' very loud than teacher say stop stop stop.i never ask you to read like this than kendrick said,you say must pronounce CLEARLY one mah! than whole class laugh i did not..i was like -.-" yes.than oh ya,theres comma than kendrick say... ... comma he say out the comma when he sees one..even fullstop yes i asked him why he say than he said,mr fammy nevr say dont say out omg..ya chinese lesson..we alll got scolded from yelaoshi the qipao teacher art,do lame stuffs.i did not join i just draw japanese cartoon lor..i think,i shall end here..